Blue morning

This morning has been a bit of a blue morning. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been listening to a cd of acoustic reworkings of old Stephen Cummings songs and some old Elvis Costello country music, or because colliding deadlines are leaving me a bit out of sorts.

It’s probably not a good thing, but I find that when I get towards the end of a project I start second-guessing a lot of my decisions. Suddenly something that looked perfect three months ago looks decidedly dodgy. I get through it, and things look fine once I’m done, but right at the end-point it’s not much fun. I’m guessing that’s where I’m at with the annual anthologies today. As I posted yesterday, we’re reaching the endgame and suddenly I’m wondering did I miss something, and was that piece I liked in February really as good as I thought it was? For me, I think this is a natural part of the process, but it can be a bit hard on my unfortunate collaborators, and I almost always end up very happy with what we’ve done (for example, I went through this last year, and I think we ended up doing a good job on last year’s ‘year’s best SF’).

I’m hoping I’ll be feeling a little perkier though. It’s a beautiful day outside – cool and sunny – and I’m meeting up with my friend Russell for lunch, so things should pick up in the afternoon. I just have to learn not to brood.

In the meantime, let me direct your attention to the estimable John Klima’s latest issue of Electric Velocipede. I picked up issue 7 of the ‘Pede in Boston and it features cool stories by Liz Williams, Christopher Rowe, Chris Roberson and Steve Nagy. I think it costs about the price of a cup of a coffee and a couple staples, so don’t hesitate. It’s a neat ‘zine.