All posts by Jonathan Strahan

I am sitting here…

…quietly freaking out. My eldest daughter is fast asleep in bed. Marianne has taken our youngest, Sophie, to hospital to get checked out. She had a great day and was well and fine throughout, but about three quarters of an hour ago she came in complaining she had trouble standing up, she felt sore and weak. She had good limb strength and could sit up, didn’t have a temp, and seemed pretty bright and chirpy overall. She was just sore ‘all over’ and struggled to stand. It was weird so we rang medic alert, and decided she should get checked out. Given that Jessica was fast asleep, Marianne suggested one of us should go and the other stay home. Since she had taken Sophie to the doctor most regularly Marianne seemed the logical choice to drive her to the hospital. I am watching the clock, trying to work out when it will make sense to call Marianne. I am going crazier and crazier. I’m almost certain that everything is fine, but only almost. Parenthood.

Updated:

Spoke to Marianne.  They’ve seen the doctor and Sophie looks fine, except for being too weak to stand (chatty, happy, not in pain, good muscle strength, not dizzy etc), so he’s pretty puzzled.  He thinks it might be a virus, so they’re going to keep her in overnight for observation.   This is a good thing, I guess.  Hopefully it’ll prove to be nothing. The only thing that makes sense is sleep, I guess. It sounds like it’s going to be a long night and day till this is worked out.

Meme: Global Blogosphere Amnesty Week (for Apologies)

Matt Staggs has a very good post about communicating openly and honestly on the internet. Jeff VanderMeer then declares Global Blogosphere Amnesty Week (for Apologies). I think it’s a good meme — we all probably have something we should apologise for. There are no doubt other things, but right now this is what I apologise for:

  • I apologise for the times when I’ve not considered a question carefully and given it a full, careful and considered answer. Tiredness is no excuse;
  • I apologise for the times when I’ve been offensive or dismissive when responding to questions about what I do or what I’ve done; and
  • I sincerely apologise for ever using the term ‘gender blindness’. It was insensitive (lack of awareness is no defence), inappropriate, and failed to convey what was intended. I am now very much aware of what it means and would not ever use it again.

Eclipse Two

I’ve been thinking about Eclipse Two in light of recent posts about the table of contents, and about why I edit anthologies. I edit them because I love science fiction and fantasy, I love short stories, I love being involved; I love that feeling you get when you read a great story for the first time or help make an almost great story great by some comment or suggestion. Being there at the birth of new short fiction is incredibly rewarding.

Given my respect for the field and for its readers and writers, I understand the disappointment with the gender balance of the contents for Eclipse Two. Over the past several days I’ve been reflecting on the work I did on the book, and on the process I used arriving at the final table of contents. I’ve done this for one simple reason: as happy as I am with each individual story, as proud as I am of the book in every other respect, I want to answer my own questions about gender balance in the book, both for myself and for readers and critics within the community.

The truth is that under the pressure of needing to deliver and of my other work, I overlooked gender balance as an issue in the closing couple months of preparing Eclipse Two for publication. There is no doubt in my mind that I should have paid more attention to this, and it is something I sincerely regret.

As important as identifying my blind spot at the end of the process is, I have to ask myself how I got to the end with such a great gender disparity. My publisher and I had agreed at the outset that the Eclipse series would be unthemed, but also that it would change in focus and balance from book to book. During the initial invitation period for the book, Night Shade asked me to make Eclipse Two ‘more SF’ – not new space opera, not hard or Military SF – just that it should focus more on the SF side of the SF/fantasy divide. It became, in effect, a different book. Because of this change in focus, several writers were added to the invite list — writers whose work I thought fell on the SF side of said divide.

These additions changed the gender balance of the invite list, and the change in focus ended up emphasizing these writers. Where I failed, though, was later in the process. Writers dropped out as always happens (and this is no reflection on them), and I wasn’t paying attention to gender balance. More women happened to drop out than men, and when I went to solicit stories close to the deadline I went to writers I felt I could impose on, that I had a relationship with, and they were all male. I should have been more aware, and made sure I maintained the kind of balance I’d started out with. I didn’t, and I regret that.

Why did I change the focus of the book? Night Shade is my publisher, and their suggestion seemed reasonable and didn’t overly change the concept of the book. As I say above, I stand behind each of the individual story selections and am very happy with them. I’ve had a good balance of women and men in my other anthologies, and am more determined than ever that this will continue in the future. In the meantime, I hope readers will judge Eclipse Two on the quality of its stories. I hope the contributors of the anthology will accept my apologies for packaging and presenting their work in a way that might impact their ability to reach their readers.

Know also that I genuinely understand why there has been anger and frustration about the TOC for E2. I wish had done a better job of maintaining gender neutrality in E2, and I will continue to try and do so, in this series, and in my other work going forward.

EBook Reader

I’m seriously looking for a good, effective ebook reader.  I find myself increasingly being sent more and more PDFS and Word files to read for both year’s bests and to keep up with the field in my responsibilities as Locus’s Reviews Editor.  I read most of the major magazines, many of the anthologies, and a lot of the small press zines onscreen.  While I may prefer it were otherwise, this just isn’t going to change, and is almost certainly going to increase.  The solution seems to be to get a good ebook reader.  This is what I want in an ebook reader:

  • no bigger than a trade paperback
  • not much heavier that a trade paperback
  • good battery life (enough to get from Perth to San Francisco – say 20 hrs)
  • able to handle PDFs, rtfs and Word files well, including text rescaling etc
  • good story (several gig at least)
  • clean, clear screen (not black on grey)
  • affordable (less then $500)

In a perfect world you’d also be able to add notes to files, but that’s not essential.  You can’t get the Kindle here in Australia, and I’m guessing its wireless connectivity would be useless here (even over a local wireless network).  Does anyone have any thoughts or recommendations?